Why is it that we always feel disgruntled and unhappy in life? When young, we struggle with exams in school, we strive and work hard for grades, and we sweat and perspire for recognition and success. In work, we continue or work even harder, trying to climb up the ladder of success - clinching deals, striving for higher positions... it just goes on. Work is never enough, no matter how much effort you put in, you always want to do even better. It's a vicious cycle of endless routines. No wonder we feel that there is no happiness. What is happiness? Where is happiness? Happiness: satisfied feeling satisfied that something is right or has been done right Microsoft® Encarta® Reference Library 2003. © 1993-2002 Microsoft Corporation. All rights reserved. So happiness = being happy and satisfied with what you have. Then where can we find Happiness? I feel that happiness is actually with us. The question lies in whether we are able to see it. Many people have different interpretations of what Happiness means to them. Perhaps Happiness is clinching many deals, being the top of the ladder of success or just simply making a lot a lot of money. Maybe Happiness is always having money to spend... shop until you drop, then get up and shop again. Or Happiness may be just basking in the sea of love, doing things for loved one and just seeing each other all day all night, 24/7. Or it could be doing the things you love, pushing one's limits and the sense of satisfaction when you've done something you love doing? Happiness could be as simple as spending time with family, maybe a simple and peaceful dinner after school and work... or it could be as complicated and difficult as struggling to hit sales target, so as to be the top salesman for a reputable company and the richest man of earth in time to come. Different people have different Happiness. It depends on what are the things that gives you lasting satisfaction and makes you feel peace in your heart. Happiness may be as far as the moon, or it could be just beside you, the question is: can you find your own Happiness? For me, Happiness is doing the things I love - being with ding dang, people watching for inspiration and writing during my spare time. What's yours? No one can tell you what your Happiness is. Only you yourself will know, and only you can find out for yourself. If you are able to find a reason to be unhappy, surely you'll be able to find reasons to be happy. It's just a matter of choice. Wishing happiness to those reading this blog entry! Cheers!
Haiz, Speaking the truth I really don't know what happen to me. Esp to thing that is around me, People all seems so fake towards me. I starting to feel the way I use to. In working life, You don't meet real friends. Most people around you are just fake and only smile when they need or gain something from you.
My life has now drop until the peak moment. Drop until 5% from the 69% I use to have. Both my job are giving me problem and people seems to go against me by stubbing me at my back. In my full time job, I didn't know what happen but it seems like somebody is coming after me and finding fault with me. Some says you just too senstive but I feel that everything has to do with me. Even david also think what happen. Ask me did I offended them in anyway. He also think that admin people is finding fault with me.
As for my part time job, Courts people complaint me for selling low end camera. Then when speak to a few promoter, they say what the hack, got sell also kanna complanint. Then I Say people are just like tat. Thinking that thing can go better. Anyway I would bother about them as I believe I need a break also. The thing which makes me very confuse now is
1. When can I resign from Tronxxxxx
2. What is the paycut I should get?
3. Would I get confirm after 3 months? If I dun and I dun have Part time job, What should I do? 4. Am I prepare to accept a new changes?
5. Should I start from ABC to build up the power i have today?
Haiz a lot a lot lah.
Regards,
Yong Hui
Facts about me, and Lies
Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you wish are true.
I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, n scar-free.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I LOVE the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone. (depends on who's the person)
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a BETTER dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I LOVE to be with my mum.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I LOVE it.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love getting hugs.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I love kisses.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I think climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I have a small nose.
Start of school! Omg! Stress stress stress. Just the start of school and I'm all stressed up. Genius in my class! Top Biotech student as well as other students with high gpa. Oh no~
Things seem real cool so far. Got a B for day 1, and an A for immunology! woohoo~ 1st A in just 2 days~ Lolx.
I cant wait for wednesday to come... haizz*****
Wah,
Long time bo blog liao! Later here rusty liao ah!
Happen to watch singapore dreams yesterday with Dearaz! Can say a little bit hard for both of us to understands because they kept talking hokkian lah! Anyway is really not a bad movie witch such low production and yet reflact quite a lot about Singaporean life. You can see the place they shoot is always house, office, house. No other place liao.
Actually since the last time I blog a lot of thing happen in us. So much wonderful thing until I dun know where I Should start typing. We being watching movies non stop and we had already reach until the point we adhoc lioa haha!
Then always where ever we go we take photo together and we just 2 crazy love bird snapping photo away non stop.
Opss boss calling have to go liao.
in this world, frenz can never be forever, and that is very true :)*****
Got a sudden (and very sudden) 'date' by Wany today. Notice my mercy in not stating the full name of the person :) But for those who know the netballer Wany, year 2 student from Republic Polytechnic... yupz, u got it.
wow, she's into sales line... n claims to be in SLM..again claims tt there's a diffr b/w SLM n MLM, altho to me, the aim of both is to make money rite? :) aniwae, she was persistenly trying to convince me abt the biomagnetic product n her company. As if i care. I knew wht she was up to before meeting, and she's damn damn lucky i hold my temper and still spoke in a soft voice thru'out the whole 'meeting'. Haha... imagine if i din do tt n shouted or scold her rite in front of her colleagues in office. Well, wonder if she'll have face to go back to work...provided she has elephant skin :) One thing about such marketers... they like to suddenly ask you out to meet you, and will refuse to tell you directly their motive: convince the victim to buy their product or join them. Then they will act oh-so-friendly all of a sudden and always on smiles :DWas angry initially that she was literally pestering me like a mosquito (yah... an apt description). Even after i left the office she was still incensantly toking n toking n toking. After left office, i din feel angry alrdy... cz after all, who in the world is she? A friend? No, a friend won't make use of another. She claim tt she wanted to help mi cz she treat mi as a friend. But tell me, look me in the eye and tell me, that she realli treat me as a friend and wants to help me without her getting rich first? See? It's all abt money :) N it's like ages since we even talk! It more of a hi-bye type of fren... speak abt 'helping'. can you trust her? we have our own circle of frenz and they dun interlink. SLM/MLM mah! Haha.
So since cant be considered a friend, then wht for get angry? so i just let her talk wht she wan n how she want... i take it tt i'm alone n no one's beside me. I hear, but i dun listen, cz it's none of my concern n none of my interest. I stated it clearly alrdy. take it or leave it. i dun give a damn.
why is it that there r a hell lot of ppl with comprehension problem? U tell them u are in no way interested, u dun need and u dun want it. yet they still pathetically try to shove it into ur hands. worse than a beggar? at least a beggar still have dignity and moves away when shooed. at least they know tt they cant get ur attention. So SLM/MLM ppl r worse than beggars? Or they r trained like dogs/lackeys to do so? Or they seriously have a hearing problem? Do they know sign language?No apologies required either. I still feel i'm right in my decision :) Fuck SLM/MLM! If technology is really so gd n humans r so fucking smart, tell me... who cause nature to rebel agst man with stuff like global warming n hole in ozone layer? If products created by man are so great and effective, why are there side effects? why is one man dying because of the other man's invention/creation?I can safely say, all things created by man are imperfect and always have side effects. Eg. microwave ovens. Initially ppl sae is gd, convenient, time-saving blah blah. Now? ppl r wary of using it and there have been reports on it being harzardous. See?
Reasons why i hate SLM/MLM:- it's all abt money...so dun tok abt caring for ppl, wanna help ppl. Again, tell mi str in the face, tt u wanna help ppl and u treat money like shit.
- incentives for such organisations to drive sales? Money, be it in the form of material stuff, holiday trip etc. Again, back to 1st point. Why they claim they are so enthusiastic about 'helping ppl'? Because of the incentives, the money behind it. C'mon, shoot mi n tell mi tis is not true. I'll be glad to hear tt :)
- their pdts tok abt all the advantage n all the benefits. it seems heavenly! But isit really? ten, twenty yrs down the road, can they guarantee their pdt still work have have zero side effects? can any of such organisation provide a lifetime guarantee of their products? true, it may have been in the papers, tests and experiments been done blah blah... so wht? Like chocolates. previously studies have shown tt chocolates may be more beneficial than harmful, because chocolate is gd for the heart. recently they say it is bad due to caffeine levels and and not necessary good. check the papers. contradicting right? u wanna tok about natural stuff, chocolate is from cocoa, is from the nature :)there, 3 points/reasons why i anti such organisations. Fucked up. Tok abt wht biomagnetic stuff to improve circulation. If is really so gd, why izit tt ppl r not wearing it whereva they go? Add it to clothes, things ppl use...
anyway, for those of you who agree with me, or do not wish to get involved in such stuff, then u know what to do if Wany approaches any of you. don't say i din warn you :) it simply means you're her next target.*****
Yea...it's all abt money, and more money....
hehe... the small cute dearz is here to blog again :p
gg to 4 mths wif DD le! woohoo! Hee~ Today marks the 4th mth of tis rs. Time flies...altho both of us feel tt we've been tgt much longer than 4 mths. wahahaha.
went Plaza Singapura wif DD ytd...dined at The Manhatten Fish Market. Wow... their fish is so omg nice! *meows* yum yum. keke. i luv fish~ walked arnd the shopping mall happily strolling from shop to shop. Yupz, window shopping ^^
then there was this uncle lurking in the corner holding brochures. he approached us... n pointed to his newly opened bridal shop in the corner(that explains why he's 'lurking' at the corner) and asked us if we wanna get married. wahaha. omg. then DD asked mi 'we look so en ai meh?' wahahaa...tt uncle so desperate sia. initially i tht is something to do with banking and cards...you noe... the incessant hogging to persuade/coerce/tempt/seek/request/entice/convince the busy crowd of the public to buy/sign up/register a particular privilege card/bank account/credit cards... etc etc.
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went to photocopy in the early aftn ytd. the auntie told mi to check back in an hr's time. Omg! does she need so much time? Ok... it wasn't a few pages altho i told her it was 'a few pages'... 30+ pages onli mah :p she asked mi how i wan the format to be like, how many pages altgt... i told her...'oh, just one copy of each page... just a few pages.' she was stunned when i told her 'a few pages' she saw 'not a few pages'. lolx.
walked arnd the place while waiting for her to complete the photocopy, then stepped into Bata shoeshop to take a look. yah.. Buy And Throw Away. Who cares. I actualli just wanted to take a look but ended up buying. Haha. i tink is more the service tt's y i buy lah. the auntie was patiently standing nearby waiting to assist me if i need help. that's wht i like. i dun like promoters keep pestering u n tryin to introduce or recommend any stuff they can get their hands on. By the way, sad to say tis, but i can sae i dislike young shoe promoters. Those bitchy gals wif a fucking attitude. they look at u as if u owe the whole world money. hmph. n their service sux big time. they r impatient, loud, snobbish, stuck up, and a pain in the neck and a sore to the eye...eh..whteva. lolx. i dunno abt u, but i feel that auntie shoe promoters are more friendly, patient and attentive.
the auntie who served me, the first shoe i wanted din have the colour i wanted. actualli i found a number of shoes i liked. she realli took time to find all the sizes n colour of diffr shoes for mi, even tho i onli bought 1 in the end. It's not tt i dun wan buy more, is juz tt it doesn't have the size i need and the colour i want. yah... my feet small.. so wht :p
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I'm now addicted to bejewled. oh no! haha... been playin it last nite until i cant take it n finally hit the sack ^^ colours, colours, shapes, shapes everywhr. omg! lolx. bejewled is fun! i juz luv gettin lost in the sea of colours... the excitement n thrill when u manage to get combos... the adrenaline rush when u see time is realli running out. haha. whee!
~IRASSHAIMASEN~
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