Update update~ Hehe…
Was pissed off yesterday after sch. Bey ni asked me to help her with her fyp by being a volunteer to take blood pressure. Being the kind soul as I am, I obliged. Tht it would be somewhr convenient like the sch canteen. She die die make the venue at her clsrm loh…then sae is cz the blood pressure is done by her faci. Bo bian loh…went to HER cls (Is far n inconvenient loh…frm W to E) after my UT. Before tt alrdy at msn cfm n exchange hp no le loh…then reach her cls le she sae her faci left liao. -_-''' knn…still have the cheek to tell mi come the next day. Whoa…veri tua pai loh. Ppl hao xin help u…then no sense of responsibility to inform earlier. Still claim dun have my no. Fuck lah. Waste my time.
No wonder the more I grow up, the more I despise fellow homo sapiens. Selfish creatures with no sense of responsibility. Responsibility. Everyth u do boils down to just one word: responsibility.
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Dunno why tis world is alw full of sickening ppl. Tis world is juz sick...so sick...too sick.
So many voices...so many opinions...so many sounds...yet, all are mostly concerned with homo sapiens pathetic little lives. Selfish, cruel creatures who blame everyth n everyone except themselves. Feel ashamed to be a homo sapien myself. I wish I could deny tt fact. Haiz. Tis is one great sinful and shameful race tt aint shameful of itself.~*DearZ*~
It has really being a long time since we last blog in our tiny cyberspace. Really a lot of wonderful thing has being going around us that I just don't know where I should start typing in this cyberbook aka blog of ours.
Over the last few days we being together like kanna glue together ah! I have always miss my small pig whenever I can't see her! Speaking the truth until today I believe she is still the best dearz I can ever had in this life! So far nobody melt my heart as much as she does. she always seems to know what I thinking and wants. Forever there to dote me whenever she is beside me :p Thanks dearz.
We are still communicating non stop about what is happening around us and trying to draw out time for our personal life also. But then I just can't don't see her. Until today we have this biggest problem while together. IT seems like we always hug each other sure will fall asleep even on MRT. Haha.
Dearz Thanks for loving me so much and understanding me whenever we have communication break down. Loves you!
Shagged.
Haiz. Made dearx sad yesterday. So sry dearx. I juz not myself lah. Guess i too emotional n stressed up. But dearx was understanding wor. *hugs* Dearx is the best~ Muackz. Sry dearx. I din mean wht i sae de. Juz going crazy soon. Haha. Stressed over work n studies. Haiz.
I'll luv dearx more de. Pamper n dote on dearx more. Sayang dearx more =)
Ah MUACKZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ~
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Pls: Xiao zhu zhu aka ice cube aka deer deer aka dearX LOVE da zhu zhu aka dearZ
=D
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Wed = off day = no sch = wake up late. Keke...tink i slp for more than half a day for today sia. Woke up at arnd 10+ or 11am. Then slp again in the aftn. *chuckles*. Shiok shiok. Pig mah~
*grins proudly*
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Aniwaez, was surprised tt ex sms mi today. He asked when can meet up to return mi the stuffs. Well...din realli keep in contact after the break up le. Dunno is he purposely avoiding mi by using dearx as a smokescreen or what. No offense dearx...n dearx dun worry. Juz feel tt altho break up wif him le, but still, grateful to him for all tt he had taught mi when we were together loh. Frankly speaking, I realli grew up n learnt alot frm him.
To dearx: Dun worry. I still luv u. My luv for u and for him is totally diffr. He is my past love. U r my present n future love. Hee~! Muackz.
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Went to check on my daily grades just now. Whoa...1 A nia. Jialat. Tink muz be i too slack le. Gotta buck up n pia pia pia. Now yr 2 test higher level of difficulty le. Last time used to focus n score in tests. Now tink need to be gd in both daily grades n tests in order to score well for the module. Haiz.
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By the way, before i end, wanna dedicate this song to my dearx. I for You by Luna Sea. Nice n meaningful lyrics. Something I feel tt both of us can relate to =)
(translations in blue)
I for You
Luna Sea
nee hontou ha dare mo
nee aisenai to iwarete kowagari no
kimi to deai
yatto sono imi ni kizuita
kizutsuku tame ima futari deatta nara
kanashisugiru yo
(You told me
That you couldn't love anybody
I finally realised what you meant
When I saw that you were afraid of everybody
How ironic is it
If us two met
only to get hurt?)
kokoro kara kimi ni tsutaetai...
kitto tada hontou no kimi no sugata wo motomete
(With all my heart
I have to tell you this
All I want to see is the real YOU)
mada bukiyou ni warau ne
mada kanashimi ga niau kara
kimi to deau tame dake ni
sou umareta nara
kaerareru ka na...
(You still don't smile very well
Because even now, you still wear sadness around you
If the only reason I was born
was so I could meet you,
do you think I'll be able to change everything?)
kokoro kara kimi ni tsutaetai
kizutsukisugi dakedo
mada ma ni au yo.
kokoro kara kimi wo aishiteru
kimi ni furu itami wo
nugutteagetai subete I for You Wow
(With all my heartI have to tell you this
We're hurt, but we've still got time
With all my loveI love you
I want to wipe away
All the pain that falls on you
I for You)
kokoro kara kimi ni tsutaetai
kimi no egao
itsumo mitsumeraretara
kokoro kara kimi wo aishiteru
kimi ni furu hikari wo
atsumete agetai
subete I for you.
(With all my heart
I have to tell you this
If only you could smile at me like that
forever...
With all my love
I love you
I want to gather every piece of light
and give it all to you
I for You)
Well did something special for Dearz today. Went to RP to fetch her however indirectly I give her another stress. :( Well Spend a lot of wonderful time with her since I met her days ago.
Still ppl sure say still honeymoon mah! But then only me and dearz know what is happen hehe. Don't wanna tell you people :p/
Anyway dearz was also very shock to see me shop in cold storage this evening when I just grab the junk food off the shelf. Actually she was thinking that I was just joking by grab all this foods from there. Anyway we check out at the casher with both our hand full lor! I can't even hold anything liao. thanks Dearz for helping me carry the staff.
Well is late and I think i am really have problem tying the blog and i can't think of using the correct words. Should come back again
Finally the weekend are here and we are once again working together. Guess not many couple actually works together in the same dept store.But then the bad thing which happen when 2 couple working in the same store is. They are both stress for their Sales. Like week was like my turn feeling so stress about my sales and this week is my dearz turn. her phone is not selling well until after5 pm. I told her liao. dinner time there would be a lot customer walking in. If during tat time you can't secure any sales then you are dead lor! Lucky she got to maintain her sales yesterday.
Dearz actually change her working hours or extend her working hours for me. Then I really very happy and grateful for her for doing that. However on the other hand I dont wish to add extra stress to her. Because sales is sometimes to do with luck. U can't have good sales every weekend one lor. Sometimes when you are sway u can have poor sales for one whole month. But then I still think an understanding boss is most important.
We working as part time sales ppl. Confirm is expect to earn as much as we could during weekend. Otherwise what is the point of working when u can't earn commission mah!
Anyway Dearz I am grateful for what you have done for me. thanks Dearz. *hug and Muack* :p
Well there was a little disagreement with my dearz today. However the non stop communication makes me understands her more then yesterday. I also feel that we have being dating non stop for this couple of days and she is right to say she need some air to breath. I think sometimes I have to let her to have her own space also lah! I can't expect her to be around me every 24/7 lor! So does this means that our honeymoon is over liao? Well it's really depends on how you looking at it. To me honeymoon is just a matter of time it going to be over. When the honeymood thing get overs is means the RS is moving into next level! Is more challenging at this stage because everything is talking about Trust, Love, Feeling and etc. Something that we feel instead of those words we kept talking in the early stage of every RS. But our objective for this RS is not to have a super long honeymoon lor! Is a long term RS. Something that works out with result and not something with long honeymoon but didn't work out because we only enjoy the honeymoon feeling.
We are a bit fast in this RS @ times. Therefore I expected the honeymood thing to move fast also haha! Who knowns we will be getting marry faster then u expect this blog run *hahaha muack* Mai stress!
This morning I have thing sort out with my dearz and from there I understanding her better. Speaking the truth our RS is very fast but our understanding between us has also to be fast. It seems like we are fighting for a love to be completed before end of the world. Nobody would actually understand what happen between me and my dearz. But only we can feel the X feeling in this RS. But one thing for sure that we might be eating and doing the samething everyday. Our longing and miss each other is always there. In fact, we have a lot of thing common and a lot thing which we think very different. But then no couple is perfect in the eyes of love tree. Therefore is for each of us to work out this RS. Why RS flop because everybody thinks that breaking up is the best way when feeling is dying. That why u hear everyone is breaking up! LOVE is simple word to say and type. But the parts of making up a true LOVE is more then you can expect. That why during school life nobody teach us about how to maintain a RS. We have to work out ourself on a few RS before thing really got sort out mah!
We have being very busy and I have to agree that both of us is already losing our energy liao because Lack of rest. But then, the love feeling is nv tired lor!
As for my work life, I have being very busy in full time or part time. What hurts me most of I can nor longer maintain the sales figure for my digital cam sales. I has bring dropping a little but then I just lack of tat luck there. I hope that the luck would be back to me. Sales is just about luck and once my luck is back everything would be back to normal for me. I guess boss refuse to let me move into nikon because he know not many ppl in his company is willing to push the blooding brand except me. Nikon is easy to sell lah! If the product right fall into my hand. Too bad It didn't fall into my hand.
Conclusion for the day: I have a wonderful time with my dearz. She would know what I mean by that. And this special moment is we created and I have nv abuse the wonderful moment like this and we also agree that this is part of the Package LOVE. In fact this is one of the important element in Love. Without this element this love may become tasteless. I guess the word I love Dearz is not so effective on her liao haha! She already sound a little sian liao. But then I think she can feel the love and care I have put into this new RS and given to her. But just wanna tell you even we maybe walking out of the honeymoon timing. But The love is actually getting stronger lay then during the honeymoon timing. Wonder if u agree dearz.
I also felt very bad that I didn't send my cute and tiny dearz back home haiz. You see her so small size liao always carry a big taiwan made laptop makes my heart pain lah! See her standing with that laptop seems very cartoon b ut then I always drag that laptop for her Cheers Dun need to worry dearz *muack*
Always feel comfortable and happy with dearx...but recently feel like the 'honeymoon' stage may be over? Because disagreements start coming in... etc etc.
However, it's good to be able to noe dearx. Someone i find to be so gam... so compatible, although maybe differ in thinkings. We agree to disagree ok?
Hehe... although may have some (little) unhappiness when disagreements arise, but everything's sweet again after the case is closed. Dearx, i still luv u no matter how many disagreements we gonna have. Let's take it as a time for more communication and get to noe and understand each other better ok? ^^ Hehe.
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Something about sch...
Rp sux sia...our cls rm's window suddenly shattered inwards last week. Scary loh. Initially juz saw that the glass window have alot of cracks...we din think much of it. A relief facilitator came to stand in that day. At one point of the lesson, the window juz suddenly shattered in. All got a shock. Luckily no one injured. But the facilitator veri gan cheong, faster find an empty classroom for us. So tis few days, I guess we all would not be able to have lessons in our own class le....at a 'temporary' class.
Dunno why and how the glass would break. It is thick loh. *shrugs* Perhaps is poor workmanship or sth. China contractors =x
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Frenz start complainin tt i'm becoming more and more 'scientific' le. Simple everyday life like eating i also can link to my science modules, blabbering on the science concepts learnt before etc. Wahaha.... Guess too much science le...I become a part of science as science is a part of mi le. keke.
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Now kinda used to posing as dearx model le. Hehe...dearx veri serious when he's in a photographing mode. *giggles* But i dunno how and what to pose leh =x
Photographing has become a part of our dating routine le. Keke... hehe.. but is ok. Fun and relaxing =) Muackx. Luv dearx
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Been very happy with dearX. Time seem so slow...together for 9 days, but seem like together for veri long le...as if we're alrdy married. Wahaha....perhaps is because of constant communication =P
Enjoyed the time we had tgt...full of sweetness n luv. Hehe.
Luv u loads my dearX =)
Hee! It being really awhile since both of us sit down together to enjoy every single minutes we have. I was really very gan dong for what Dearz has done. She got me BF. Very long nobody buy me breakfast to eat and now she is doing it. Really dote me a lot lah! U see lor, Open your eye u see a lovely gal carry bags of thing food and sweating like mad. The next stop you would do it carry the thing for her and cool her down with a FAN. Wah really poor thing lor. Yesterday saw her carry so many time and she nv even ask help from me. I very bad lah! Didn't expect that she carry so many time. See her carry laptop I ready cannot take it liao. Such a small size gal carry a laptop bigger then her self. :'( Heart pain!
Then next we started eating while watching the movies. Hee. Anyway is always nice having her sitting around me lah. Forever give me surprise di. Then we started exchanging Mp3 and singing away for me. So nice hor! Hee!
Dearz love you lah! Hope this short blog express myself to you.
Well it being a week that we have being together and over this 7 days. We share and learn about each other more. In fact, because of this non stop communication between us. Our love gone deeper then nobody would believe.
Dearz has always being there to give me a support and her role in my life act more then a gf. In fact she light up my path and guide me to walk together with her for our tomorrow. Even day in the morning she would guide me until she fall asleep. I have no complaint about such a wonderful woman in my life.
We spend many wonderful time in our RS. One of the greatest time we had was on Vesak Day. We being together for more then 12hrs and in fact we break our records. Hee! * Thanks Dearz. Hugz* We ate 4 scope of ice cream in orchard. From different brands, taste and type.
On the other hand she is also my full time model liao! She has always enhance photo taken by me with her wonderful body expression and smile. I love you Dearz
Thanks Dearz for the wonderful time spend on taking photo with me. You are really so lovely and I guess you have hear it a couple of times liao. But still must write it down ma! Hee
I still believe that Action would actually speaks louder then word and I do hope that both our action would being us into another era in the coming future.
Happy 1 Week!
DearZ here to blog. Hehe... Din go work today. Spent whole day wif my beloved dearX. Hehe...today is vesak day(nw juz nice past 12am le...so by rite is nt vesak le). Supposed to got for work lah...but, haiz. Same pay leh...sian =P No double pay =P
Aniwaez, we spent a great time tgt (er ren shi jie). Felt love and being loved wif dearx. Found lotsa similarities b/w us...but wht convinced mi most...was tt both of us dun like veggie stalks~! Whoa...machiam we realli a match made in heaven loh. Keke...cz frm wht I noe...no one i noe, hv tis same 'sickening' (tt's wht ppl alw hiam...y i dun eat the stalks when it is the one wif the MOST vitamins n MOST nutritious) habit.
Hehe...dearx is juz so diffr. Diffr frm typical guys bah. Dunno...to mi..he juz seem so special. We juz cant get enuff of each other lah. Opps! Lolx.
To DearX: Every day with u is so sweet n memorable. Thx for everyth. Thx for ur luv, ur affection, ur care, ur concern...ur understanding =) I love u dearx.
Here to hv the 1st post. Haha...our very own dearX & dearZ bloggie~! Woohoo~! Finally gt the html n stuff rite... Haiz. Spent a long time on the skin layout loh...hehe. But ok lah....done it all in sch while havin lesson (*sssshhhh). Keke...
MuackZ. Luv ya DearX~
Signing off....~*DearZ*~
~IRASSHAIMASEN~
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